I had a good conversation with Sparky yesterday about some of the issues we had this past weekend. I basically told him that I did not need him to FIX anything, but I do need him to listen! I told him that he didn't even need to share his feelings with me, if he was not ready, but that he needs to hold me really tight and just listen to my feelings if I want to share. I told him not to tell me how great our life is and that we don't need a baby to have a happy life. I told him not to tell me how all things happen for a reason. I told him not to tell me that we will have a baby when the time is right. I told him to just hold me and love me and listen. He must have been listening to what I was saying because when he got home, he gave me a big hug and held me for a long time. He didn't say a word! Then when I was ready to let go, he asked me if I was okay and told me that he loved me. Now that is the man I married :) It was the best feeling ever!
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