Hong Kong Phooey

and I have bacne. I try to get rid of it, I wash regularly and I even have DH put acne cream all over my back. But it is still there. It itches, it is painful, and I feel like a walking cyst. One of the only perks at my current job is that once a month we get a 30-minute massage. I have one scheduled tomorrow, but I want to cancel it in fear that the masseuse will scream at the bacne. Yes, I am sure she has seen worse, but I do not want to be put on "the worst" list! What if while she is massaging me one of the pimples EXPLODES. UGH, the pain of being me :)